damn sleepless nights

sooo how do u  fall asleep ?   i mean  when u just ant sleep?  this fucking life has got me tired and stressed confused and wanting the quietness and tranquillity death has in store for me >,<      what happens when death strikes us?  does it all go quiet ? do we just dream 4 ever ,?  fukk all that, i hope that when we die, we get to re live any past life memory we wish to re enjoy,, kinda like time traveling but without comeing back ever. :p    mann in out ,,, this was hella fun  idk y i never tryed blogging about w,evs    peace